How I Became a Yoga Teacher – or Do I Really Do This For a Living?
If you had told me when I was pursuing my BFA in Graphic Design at Art Center College of Design that I would someday be a yoga teacher I would have laughed. Then I would have asked you what exactly yoga was.
After working as a branding strategist and graphic designer for many years and winning just about any award I could win, I was ready to integrate other parts of my life into well…my life.
I’ve always had many interests, and physicality and the body have always been a big part of my life. I walked at 9 months and have always thought that was a sign of future athleticism. I was a “tomboy” as a child, outside as much as possible, running around, climbing trees, riding bikes. I was uninhibited and joyful using my body. Pants and t-shirts were my daily outfit, allowing me the freedom to move.
When I graduated Art Center I began working out regularly, making it a priority. I joined a gym for the first time. My love of physicality became a vital part of my life once more, something I would follow forever. Each day my joy became releasing my body from its constraints at work and freeing it once again.
More years went by and a friend began raving to me about yoga. I gave it little thought. To me yoga was boring, not enough physical activity, mainly sitting and meditating. Then out of the blue another friend had a free yoga session and basically dragged me with her to a class. The teacher looked at me and said “You have a yoga body”. Those words and the class that followed altered my fate. I couldn’t believe that just moving my body could feel so good. I also couldn’t believe that emotions would unexpectedly rise to the surface, released during certain poses. What had I found? Could this be real? Could yoga really exist? Was I dreaming? I even regarded going to yoga class as this rare treat and limited myself to it only once a week, while doing my “real” corporate job the rest of the time.
Fast forward to 12 years ago, when I moved to New York from California to pursue acting and singing, my two great loves. Less than a year into my new life I was performing in theatre and film. I joined a gym and would take yoga to calm my nerves when I was performing. A strange thing happened. I realized that I loved yoga as much as I loved acting and singing. Yoga gave me joy in the physical, as well as the emotional release I got from performing. I began doing yoga more. I felt freer in my body and in my mind. I looked around the classroom and saw great female shapes; beautiful, lean, sturdy, active, free. My body again could be my tomboy child’s body, joyful and liberated. One day I thought, “I could teach yoga”.
I had never dreamed of being a teacher, but I had found what I wanted to teach, and that made all the difference.
In 2001 I became a certified yoga teacher at It’s Yoga, in San Francisco, California.
I returned to New York and began teaching in earnest. Despite the everyday complexities of any life, much less a life lived in New York, when I get up to teach a class, I am energized, I am renewed, I am filled with joy. I love to teach as much as I love to practice yoga.
When I contemplate my life now, it is a simpler one. I wear simple, comfortable clothes that breathe and need little upkeep. If I have time I put on make-up, if I feel like it I will do something special with my hair, otherwise I pull it back into a ponytail, something I hadn’t done since childhood.
And so here I am. A yoga teacher. I move my body everyday. I am that tomboy once more. Teaching yoga is not just my career. This is my lifestyle. It is part of me, a vital part of me. I am tending to body, mind spirit. When I teach a class, we are all on a journey together. We experience it differently, but still we are on a journey. I am honored to be part of it.